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Thursday, November 30, 2006,1:13 AM
just reach h0me.. jus went to meet fanghuii to eat and chat chat.. den something funny happen ting call mi den suddenly phone hang up and i wanted call back again i call weibin lols he slpin lor i waken him upp.. and he sound so pek cek like dat i also dun dare tok to him i hang upp lols.. feel so srry.. den after dat ting cal mi again..told mi alot of things.. and suddenly i feel dat haiz.. say till i cryin.. haiz dun wan say abt wad she say.. i know myself can liaoi think i realli love him le but y cant u all jus let mi be.. maybe he will hurt mi or wadever thing lah but i belive he wont really.. maybe many ppl will say i stupid or wad im realli tired le.. i dun wanna explain anymore no one understand.. in a relationship there wont really be a happy ending and i really really know dat..im not realli dat stupid.. haas jus 1 week plus trouble all coming.. how whu can help mi.. i belive den ppl start sayin again... i know u all care for mi wanna protect mi.. i know den wad u all wan mi to do den u all man yi.. realli i wan ki siao liao.. i cant get to slp but my body is really damn tired.. dear im srry for everything.. i know im stupid.. realli hope u will here now i realli wanna break down liao dun knw why so tired.. im scared..maybe things happen too fast and too many le bah..haix.. sometimes somethings i nv say out to u because i dun wan u to take as much pressure as mi.. so dats why dun wan tell u not i dun wan let u interfere my thing k.. hope u understand..feel so fan.. n im sorry to let u get scold by yr mother .. realli sorry..miss ya..